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♥Saturday 31 October 2009




Out Of Bounds:D
10:17:00 pm

♥Friday 30 October 2009


Took back my results & lyk yar... I cried abit coz of my results yeah. I failed 1 subject! Wth?! I wan my laptop!!! Gone case liao. Unless I persuade my mum. Lol. Hope dat she will allow man. Wth larhs! My chi is lyk 1 more mark 2 pass?!?!?!? 49/100?!?!?! Itz was lyk 49.1 & round up 2 lyk 49?!?!? Wth ? But at least I improve so I hope I will still gt my laptop. Stay back 4 RC & 2day is the day dat ma'am choose hu 2 b in FDC-Foot Drill Competition. Guess wad? I was selected. I was lyk omgosh. I'm in FDC?! Nd practice. Tmr go sch help the FAC-First Aid Competition ppl. 9.30 to 5.30pm. Dun feel lyk blogging alr.

Out Of Bounds:D
7:15:00 pm

♥Thursday 29 October 2009


Gt learning journey 2day. Blah blah blah. I'm feeling damn fucked up. I feel lyk endng my life. How I wish I could in heaven wif God.

Out Of Bounds:D
8:41:00 pm

♥Tuesday 27 October 2009


Home. Stay back until 6+ coz stay back 2 help in RC. Haha. A few things happened yesterday & 2day sia. Yesterday, in the morning, sm1 walk pass me & I accidentally hit her & I was shocked. I didnt noe it was her man. Den I was lyk so scared. Got back my Maths & Sci results yesterday. Results was ok ok but I expected my Maths 2 gt 90+ but I didnt. Wth? Sci results was normal. After sch, we were waiting 4 Bernice's mum 2 cum & dere were sum misunderstanding. HaizZz. I'm so sry 4 being sensitive. SORRY! I may seem happy in sch but actually, I dun. After quite long, Bernice's mum came & so we leave lorh. As 4 2day, in the morning, the same thing happened. I was lyk omgosh. She walk pass me & I was damn scared. No offence but she walk damn freaking fast. Den during recess, we saw them & lyk yar. Lols. And after sch, when I was walking, I didnt noe the person standing b-side me was. . . & I was lyk shocked man! I didnt even noe. Omgosh. Den her fren & her was lyk wth? & I was lyk damn it sia. They were lyk looking looking looking & I'm lyk omgosh. Amazing thing happened 2day. Bernice & Kim Yong was kinda sad & Bernice's senior came 2 talk 2 her. Omgosh. When I c Bernice cry, my heart broke down & I cried too but nobody noe coz I didnt wan them 2 c. 2 my surprise, smbody asked me wad happened. I was quite shocked coz she was concern ? I tink she can b quite nice though. Idk. After dat, we went 2 sec3 level & I didnt noe dat my seniors & yearmates were in 3/9. They called my name damn loud & I was damn shock coz I didnt noe they were inside. So Sry! I stayed back wif them until 6+ yeah. I tink tmr oso. Not sure if they let me. HaizZz. I dunno wad 2 do sia. So many ppl I'm afraid of in sch.

Out Of Bounds:D
7:02:00 pm

♥Sunday 25 October 2009


Back home. Went 2 Churh 2day & I saw sm1 dat looked really familiar. At 1st, I tot dat i couldnt b her. So I didnt really care much. We reached expo quite early so they decided 2 buy smthin 2 eat. Blah blah blah & service started @ 10am & it ended @ 12pm. We waited 4 Aaron 2 cum as 2day is his bdae!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!! God bless u! After dat, we left @ 12+ and on the way, I saw the gal dat looked familiar. When I look carefully, it was indeed her! I cant believe it man! She is actually from my church?! Omgosh. I was damn shock man. And on the train, she was standin0g infront of me man! So scared larhs! Lucky she didnt recognise me if not I dunno wad 2 do. At 1st I tot dat the rride was gonna b vry long but in the end, I talk talk talk until the ride bcame so fast & not 4 long, I reached my destination. Wow. Tonight gonna attend my tutor's wedding! Yay! She damn pretty larhs! Cant really c it here. I dun wan take her picture dat can really show her face cos I scared she scold me ar. Nth 2 blog liao. Juz excited 4 her wedding later.

Out Of Bounds:D
3:03:00 pm

♥Friday 23 October 2009


Finally I'm BACK HOME although I end @ 6pm!!!! Haha! Juz got home. So tiring man. Today's training was ok xcept 4 the punishment part. I was lyk almost dying! Glad dat itz over. Got back my results 2day yeah. I'm lyk wth?! I juz hope dat my overall results will pass as I failed the papers ? Wth man? Got back MT, eng & IH. MT, heng ar! Boarderline man! 50/100. IH dunno. Eng oso pass. BUT my pass is a low pass. SianzZz!! I really hope dat my overall will pass>.< I wan gt my own laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!! When I saw my IH results ar, my tears lyk wan 2 roll down my cheeks but I didnt wan 2. Damn scared :'( I really dun wan 2 fail man. After getting our eng results, we went down & lyk talk talk. Etc. When we were talking abt them, they suddenly appeared. We were lyk wow ? Den again, I said another person's name & guess wad?! The next second, she appeared! So scary man. Soon, Bernice had 2 go. And we saw Sarah. She look lyk dying alr man. Baby & I accompany her 2 the general office & take the oil. We were kinda scared coz they were lyk standing 'there' talking. Damn scared sia! We walk there, take oil den walk back 2 put the oil & sent Baby 2 the gate. Then Sarah & I walk back lorh, gt CCA. I'm so afraid man.
And abt yesterday, I was feeling damn. . .depressed man. I really dunno how 2 survive. I might die soon & nobody noe. I feel lyk running out of the hse & dun cum back. I seriously cant stand my family problem. Is lyk toture! WHY?! Can u lyk do ur part as parents 2 us?! Do u noe dat the 4 of us really dunno wad 2 do & we cant stand it?! NO! Forget it! U wont understand & u will nvr understand how we feel. U noe dat we can go crazy bcoz of u?! Obviously u dunno. Am I right?

Out Of Bounds:D
7:36:00 pm

♥Thursday 22 October 2009


Back! Todayz post exam was ok. Not bad. I learn basic malay & it was kinda confusing. Guess wad?! My post exam activity is @ 2/2?!! Omgosh larsh! Sec2 level sia! On my way dere, I saw them & her! Wth larhs. I was damn freaked out & I almost died man! I was so damn freaking scared larhs. Den when I saw her, I was lyk plz dun cum here. Plz plz plz... Lucky she didnt cum here man. After so long, our post exam activity was over. Haha! Got 1 part was so funny lorh. *Cannot say* After dat, go up 4 a talk blah blah bah... Den got Etch blah blah blah. Den end sch but we were released late coz we were lyk not cooperating wif the debating tingy. After dat stay 4 awhile oni den go home. I cant wait 4 my results tmr!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!! Haiz...hv 2 stay back until 6pm 4 cca tmr. Wow?

Out Of Bounds:D
4:19:00 pm

♥Wednesday 21 October 2009


Juz woke up from my slp -.-ZzZ.... Quite a few things happened in sch 2day. Firstly, sm1 told baby smthin & it was not meant 2 b 'dat gal'. O.O Anw, I dun bother abt it. Secondly, we had the checking of fingernails. Lucky I cut 2 dayz ago man. Although mine was abit long, the prefect didnt say anything. She vry gd de. Bernice oso hv 2 go. Nice timing eh? Den I hv 2 walk back alone-.- Baby told me dat they kena booked. Wth larhs. After dat, I waited 4 baby. Goin 2 the space & learh Hip-hop! So fun lorh. During our break, Waseema, Baby & I went 2gether. We went 2 the drink store 2 buy a drink. DEN, they appeared behind us & I was freaked out man!!! Wth? They so scary can? Omgosh luhh! Both of us were lyk surrounded by them larhs. I was so danm scared man. O.O At 1st I tot it was sm other ppl shouting across the canteen. When I turn my head, I had a shock of my life man! I see them ar, I'm damn scared man! Smmore they were so close man! Den after dat they had 2 go 1st. I dunno why ar, everytime I see them I will b lyk damn scaredddd. @.@ After a while, we had 2 go oso. Went back early 2 practice. When we performed, I was standing beside kimmy & she was lyk shocked dat I could learn so fast coz @ the beginning, I was damn blurr lyk sotong. Ofcourse I can dance luhh. I learn dancing b4 kay...Aiyo. The starting was quite easy den it became more difficult 2 remember. But, still, I managed 2 gt it. Lol. After dat, we went 2 the hall 4 a fire talk. I almost fell aslp during the talk sia. So tired & hungry larhs. And finally! It was OVER!! BUT, we still got Etch. Same thing happened. . . As usaul, after sch, we stayed back 4 awhile. B4 we left, we went 2 c the art tingy & we were shocked man! So freaky larhs! So many things happen man. Haiyo. Went back home & had nth 2 do. So sianzZz. Nth 2 do den slp lorh. 6pm den wake up, use com. Baby & I are thinking of wad will happen as the dayz go by. Hope dat it will b interesting & fun yeah. I cant wait 4 Friday man! Getting my results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Out Of Bounds:D
6:18:00 pm

♥Tuesday 20 October 2009


Reach sch @ my normal time, 7.05 lyk dat. Saw baby walking. Haha. BUT, I was so damn pissed man! Alamaks seh. Why lyk dat luhh. Haizzz. Nvm. I'm feeling kinda shock now & oso confused. May I noe hu r u? Vry interesting sial. Abit hard 2 believe lehz. Dis sch is damn confusing sia! Omgosh larhs. REPLY! REPLY! REPLY! Haiyo. I wanna a reply gal. I wan interesting things 2 happen in sch man! I'm feeling so bored in sch. Get it ppl? Dis mysterious person is making me feel excited BUT, she apologise? I dun nd an apology gal. I'm juz interested 2 noe abt u man. Why is everybody goin against us!!?? WTF?! I feel so shitty! I feel lyk locking myself up & dun ever cum out until the day dat I die!

Out Of Bounds:D
4:51:00 pm

♥Monday 19 October 2009


Hey ppl. Guess wad?! I forgotten 2 turn off my alarm clock from my fone yesterday & it rang @ 5.20am! wth larhs. Den I woke up so early man. Lucky I noe 2day got no sch sia. If not I will go sch man & it will be freaking embarrassing luhh. LOL! 2day is such a boring day man. Kept on wanting 2 slp. Haha! Finally tmr got sch yeah! Cant wait 2 go 2 sch. I can slp an hour longer tmr. Haha! Yeah. Hope sch will hv fun things happening yeah! Haha!

Out Of Bounds:D
9:05:00 pm

♥Friday 16 October 2009


Hey ppl... Had an outing wif Baby & Bernice daughter yeah. We had lots of fun yeah. Our 1st place was Ion den after dat we went 2 Bugis. We spent so much $$$$ man! Firstly, we took neoprints. Den we bought sum other stuffs yeah. After walking 4 quite sum time, we all felt hungry & decided 2 eat Mos' Burger but I didnt coz I bought old chunkey the chicken. Obviously I ate it larhs. I juz bought a drink. We took quite a few pics yeah. Haha. Not enough $$$ 2 take neoprint alr luhh. Use fone free 1 u noe. Haha! Lol. After dat we went 2 buy sum stuffs & ate Macs. Den go home. She many ppl sia! I lyk wan 2 faint alr larhs! I lyk kinda freaked out larhs. Anw, after such a long time, I finally reach home!!!! *Phew!* Den when I took out my earing & wanted 2 put back my ear stick, my ear on the right bleed! I was lyk omgosh! Bleed until lyk wad sia. wth? After a while den ok coz I squeeze the blood out.


Out Of Bounds:D
8:15:00 pm

♥Thursday 15 October 2009


Supp ppl!! YEAH! The freaking exams are finally OVER!!!!! Wohooooo!!! Haha! 2day was Maths paper 2 yeah. Quite easy larhs but I dunno how 2 do question 2 man. Anyhow put 1 ans. Den @ 9am, upper sec was lyk screaming their heads off man. Finally finish the last paper. We hv 2 wait until 9.30 den our exams are officially over! I went 2 check wad post exam activity I was gonna take. Lucky got Hip-hop! Hehe! After dat, Baby, Daughter, Waseema & I stayed back 2 eat. Daughter went off 1st. Den Baby, Waseema & I sat @ the bridge the staiirs dere & talk talk talk. After dat we go home. 1st thing I did when I came home was 2 switch on the com yeah. Conference wif Baby & daughter. Haha! Plan on wad 2 wear 4 tmr man. We kept deciding on wad 2 wear. Finally after so long, we finally decided wad we were gonna wear yeah.
I wanna wish my sister a HAPPY BELATED BDAE!! Haha! I will post the pics @ nite yeah.


And also I wanna wish sm1 Happy Belated Bdae too, my senior yeah :)
I'm damn excited 4 tmr man!

Out Of Bounds:D
11:37:00 am

♥Wednesday 14 October 2009


No diff today. Came 2 sch early & waited 4 baby. She took the later bus and guess wad...?! We missed her man! It was lyk a damn good chance larhs! Arghh! Nvm... Had sci & Maths paper 1. Sci paper was ok lorh. Wanted 2 slp sia but cannot cos lt8r I cant finish my paper. HaizZz...too bad larhs. I didnt finish doin 2 of the questions from booklet B. Dunno wad the heck r they talking abt. Maths paper was kinda easy yeah. Managed 2 finish it ofcourse. After dat stay back 4 awhile den go home @ 1+? I dun wan blog le. No mood.

Out Of Bounds:D
2:45:00 pm

♥Tuesday 13 October 2009


Had IH paper 2day. SianzZz... Almost fell asleep during the paper man. O.O Lucky I didnt. If I fall asleep sure die. I left some questions blank but I hope I will still pass. Forgotten how 2 do them. No choice but 2 put it blank cos I dunno wad 2 put. Lol. Muz study 4 sci man or else I'm really dead! Tmr got sci & Maths paper 1. Will try 2 get full marks 4 Maths paper. If both paper can get full marks den good larhs. Haha. Gotta start studying 4 sci & Maths le. Byessss!

Out Of Bounds:D
4:24:00 pm

♥Friday 9 October 2009


Hi~ Today Kim Yong & I cried lyk siao can. It all start during sci lesson. waliao! Ms Loo lyk fucking bitch sia! I sit wif Kim Yong, nvr talk, she oso say me. I talk, she say me. I dun talk, she oso say me. Wtf man ? Why muz she always lyk 2 pick on me!? She has been picking on me larhs! Fucker! Everytime oso scold me. U tink I easy bully isit!? wtf? Den when we seperate alr, dunno 4 wad reason she scold us again! Nb! Wad is dis man!? She's a fucker larhs! I shout to her lyk ''Waliao! Can u stop picking on the both of us!?'' Irritating sia! Lucky oni 1 period man. Dun nd see her fucking face. I scolded her fucker. Dun lyk me den juz send me out of class larhs! cb! No nd keep shouting @ me larhs! Den during recess, we oso cry. So many ppl were lyk looking @ us larhs. Cant b bothered man. When our recess was over, we hv not gone up yet. Den the 'cher was lyk asking us why hvnt we gone up yet. Wth larhs! Nvr even ask us wad happen instead. Stupid asshole. FUCK FUCK FUCK! knnbccb!
Where were U when WE needed U??
Yesterday Kim & I was in sch damn early. Nth 2 do so I decided 2 take pics. Oni got 2.
Look @ my little bro : (Was feeling bored)

Out Of Bounds:D
7:38:00 pm

♥Tuesday 6 October 2009



wth ? Chinese paper was lyk omgosh! I anyhow do de...anyhow choose 1 number man. @ least I managed 2 finish my paper...Finally it was over alr :) no nd worry liao. Lol. As long as i past my overall examinations den I'm vry happy. I dunno wad is wrong wif me sia...I kept thinking of the songs & cant really concentrate...I oso kept thinking of wad had happened b4 paper 2... After our long break, Kim Yong & I were walking behind dem coz they also wanted 2 go back 2 their class when we wanted 2 leave too. Out of sudden, when they walking @ the steps dere, my senior(1) screamed. I'm lyk 'omgosh!'. She lyk put her leg up den my another senior(2) grab her leg & she almost fell. After dat they started 2 'fight'. Kind of violent ar...? Den my senior(2) push my senior(1) 2 the wall & dunnowad they doin. My senior(2) beat my senior(1) lyk erm her chest. I'm lyk omgosh!>< So painful sia! I bet it was painful man. I dunno wad was wrong wif them man. They lyk fight 4 the second time. 1st time was @ the canteen. Dunno why. Lol.
Everytime I sing a particular song, it reminds me of u. I dunno how 2 stop thinking of u man! We traet u lyk a good fren 2 us but u look @ us as if we dunno each other @ all :'( WHY?! Are u juz kidding or wad? Itz still really frightening when we see u although u talk 2 us lyk frenz but not in sch. WHY?! Whenever I see u, I really cant help but feel kind of scared. Right Kim Yong? :( Itz also difficult 4 us 2 even smile @ u coz u gv us the scared feeling towards u. We really wan u 2 be our 'jie' but I noe dat will nvr happen man. If dat ever happens, it would be a miracle manO.O! Whenever we dun see u, the feeling is lyk 'wtf?!' Everything dis wk is being screwed up man! I cant stand it!!!!!!!!

Out Of Bounds:D
2:58:00 pm

♥Friday 2 October 2009


Finally I'm home...wth larhs! During assembly period, Bernice, Kim Yong & I lyk dun wan 2 play lorh then 'cher send Kim Yong & I out of class...I'm lyk wadeva...we didnt do anything oso...then she talk 2 us & made us write reflections...write then write lorh...she should not decide if weshould play or not lorh! Is our decision ok~! We need freedom man! I lyk keep F***ing her larhs...After tat she ask Bernice write oso coz she talk 2 us...lols...wadeva larhs! After sch, the 3 of us stay back for chi oral...lyk shit lyk tat larhs! For conversation part oni. Amazingly, I noe how 2 read almost all the words. wow? But conversation sucks larhs! omgosh! At least I dun hv 2 worry 4 chi oral liaos...ohyar! 2da smthing scary happened during recess! omgosh! I got a shock of my life larhs! Jia Xin was lyk "Tina Soon!" she shout so loud sia! After a while, a senior was lyk " oh, hi Tina! " wif a smile. I cant tell u her name coz itz a secret...omgosh larhs! I was frightened to death man! So scared sia! Now she noe me! omgosh omgosh omgosh>.< Lets see wad will happen on mon ba

Out Of Bounds:D
4:05:00 pm